whatever the meaning of all this

you're the only one that I want to have, because you are the source of my inspiration for this, I want to try to be a very special in your heart, but ye also did not respond at all to me, why you can so cruel to me, but I would if I to die to get you, but you do not give the slightest attention to me, if you hate on me??
or you want revenge on me because at the time the first high school I did not respond to your love??
please past be forgotten just like that, I now buktinyapun back to you and me to beg your love,,
What could you see me sink like this?
even if you do not respond to my love, I'll be faithful waiting for you here until whenever,,,,